We had a wonderful evening!

I was talking to Brea all day on the phone, joking and flirting back and forth to each other. She told me that Kelly Clarkson was there at the station on Tuesday and Anna Nellick was there on Thursday. She got her autogragh and stuff which was really cool. Went to the bank and did some running around. Brea got home from work on time and we started to get ready for our date, still not knowing what she had planned. Come to find out, she had made reservations for us at our favorite resturant, which is elegant and fancy, and she took the liberty of ordering for me, and we drank two bottles of wine, and we talked and laughed... it was beautiful.

Then she had another surprise for me, she took me to the Norva to see a show that some of the local bands were putting on. We went up to the bar and even though we had wrist bracelets stating we were over 21 years old, the bartender cut his eyes at us and asked if he could see our ID's once more. Man, that made our night! I was like, hell yeah, especially since my birthday is around the corner, shoot! He took our drivers licenses and stared at them, then he would cut his eyes back at us... I think he was flirting a little too. Made us feel good. The show was good, I got a little light headed and had to sit down a minute. I think the wine was getting to me. We had enough and cut out of there and came back home and had playtime with the youngest, watched a TV and made out a little, and went to bed at a decent hour! It was great.

This morning was even better. We tried tricking ourselves into thinking Brea had to be up and off to work by setting the alarm and pretending she wasn't going to go in. It was fun, and it worked. We turned the alarm off, joked around for a minute, and went back to bed for another hour. We had playtime this morning with the kids, had a little lunch already, now we're going to kick back some before the show tonight. It should be a real good night. Chevy's really has become one of our new favorite places to play at.

I tell ya, it's been real nice having my woman all to myself, not having to share her with remotes, the band, and the station, ya know.

Everything is great, can't wait for tonight!

Well, everything with the meeting that took place yesterday went wonderfully! More than I expected... the meeting lasted over an hour and they actually had another short meeting with someone else that's in the same building, and that went great too! They were so excited about it they called as soon as it was over. It's moving right along... I hope it stays that way! Man!

I fried up some green tomotoes the day before yesturday and they turned out delicious. We love fried green tomatoes so my mother gives them to us as she grows them. A little egg and milk beat together, dip your slices in that along with some frying batter, a few seasonings and fry them over medium heat, mmmmmmmm! It's the season for 'em, ya know, so get 'em while you can.

Brea called me yesterday morning from work and told me that we had to go shopping when she got off from work for new outfits to wear, cause she is taking me on a date tonight! She has made plans and reservations for us, we don't just celebrate birtdays around here, we celebrate the whole month, and mine's coming! She also told me she has made reservations for next Saturday as well, the day after my actual birthday, for us to go and drink and dance on a big schooner boat as it sails through the harbor! She knows what I love and the things I like to do, I am so looking forward to everything and can't wait to spend some good, quality time with her. The delivery man came to the door yesterday afternoon with flowers that our good friend, Teresa, sent to Brea and me. They were really pretty, was a nice thing to do. She said they were for no particular reason, just that she was thinking about us. Then Brea comes home with a dozen purple roses for me, she's beginning to celebrate my birth month. They were beautiful! I love it when she brings me fresh flowers! She rearranged them for me on the table and everything! Then we went shopping and picked out some really cute outfits and shoes to wear on our up and coming dates. It was nice just going out and blowing a little money on ourselves, she also got me these beautiful earrings. We had a great time and came back home and watched some TV.

I caught Henry running up and down the stairs yesterday with his shoes on! The nerve of him, Brea and I don't even walk around this house with shoes on, what in the WORLD would make him think HE can?! Boy, I tell ya, that's just a little taste of the way he thinks... he's very unappreciative and disrespectful of OTHER peoples things. I was wondering where all the pine straw and junk on the stairs was coming from, then it dawned on me that I haven't seen his shoes by the door in a couple of weeks, and he's been doing this for quite some time! He was making out like he was taking his shoes off when he comes in and takes them upsatirs with him... yeah right! So, I yelled at him and punched him real good in the shoulder and told him from this point if he's here the shoes come OFF and stay at the door, PERIOD! Now he gets the pleasure of vacuming his mess. I don't know how much longer I can deal with his issues.......... Ugh! I got over it pretty quick, but my blood pressure was up for a few minutes there.

Carrie came over soon after to pick up a few things and stuck around long enough to talk for a few minutes. We needed to catch up on our chit-chat...

Well, I just paid the payment for the beach house and now I must try to decide what exactly I'm going to wear tonight, I can't wait! It's going to be fun, wherever we go and whatever we do, I at least know that she's going to make me feel like the most important woman on the face of the earth! I'll let cha know tomorrow!

Oh God I'm so anxious...

Yesturday I spoke to one of my boys, one of the guys that I'm working with on something, and he told me some good news, they have a meeting today at noon. It's coming up... I wonder what's going to happen, I wish I was there. They have everything already prepared and ready to go and I know they're going to do good. I want to know what's going to happen, they're going to call later this afternoon.

I have been working my poor webmaster to death, he was working on our site for like 6 or 7 hours yesterday, and he's still not done with all the picture stuff. Hopefully that will be done today or by the latest tomorrow. It looks good and I can't thank him enough, I feel bad though, that he's spending so much time getting it all together, and of course I don't help shouting demands all the time and wanting to change things all the time.

My kids were really cute this morning. I had to give Stevie her heartworm pill, I tried giving it to her days ago but she refused to take it, she's a baby. She got her bath yesterday and it made her feel so much better! She was running around the house like a chicken with her head cut off, she's so cute.

My woman was a little moody yesterday... I didn't like it. I think things are getting to her, but hopefully the break we all have coming up will help some. We need one, or two.

I have to find out if my brother is coming over the weekend, so let me do what I gotta do. Hopefully I'll have good news for tomorrow...

We're rested up, a little!

Yesturday was a really good day. I spent the morning working and taking care of my woman at the same time, then we went to her doctor's appointment later that afternoon. The doctor told her she needs to take it easy and to slow down on all the activities she's got going on in her life. She's also not allowed to lift anything over 20 pounds, lucky for her. I've been trying to tell her these things. She gave her some medication for her sching joints and also gave her a little something to help her relax in the evenings. She got some rest last night night finally. I'm not a cupcake to be around all the time either so I am really going to try and help her out by not giving her a hard time.

We went and did a little shopping while we were waiting for her prescriptions to be filled and we bought a Goerge Foreman grill for our beach house and another outdoor grill for here at the house. We got them at some great deals, I am so happy with them, plus we've been wanting one for the beach house but never bought one. Picked up a couple of movies too.

I have taken on a few more responsibilities for the band, I don't mind though. I have taken over the entire mailing list and newsletter stuff now. It's a little complicated, but I'm learning pretty fast. It coming along... I have been also working with my webmaster on the front page, music page, and picture page. There are a few pics posted but not as many as I want, and I'm not too crazy about the flash thing he's trying out, so we've nixed it and either going to have a self controlled slide show or just a full page of pics you can scroll down and look at. There is also going to be two picture buttons at the top of the page, one for the fans and one for the band. It's really important for me to have this site looking as good as it can, I have a lot of important people logging on! Hopefully!

We decided to take a break from playing out so much in August but our phone hasn't stopped ringing with people wanting to book us. It's tempting, but we're looking forward to the break, we need it and are well deserved of it.

I need to give my kid a bath today, a little undivided attention just to her. She loves to get massaged in the tub all soaped up. Most times I just put her in the shower with me, she likes that. My girls were being really good this morning, they love me and I love them.

I spoke to my mom on the phone for about an hour and she mentioned that my brother and his family might be coming into town this weekend. That would be really nice, that way I can see the kids and give them a few gifts and not feel rushed to get in and out of town because of the things I have going on here. I miss them all so much and I don't think they believe that.

Next week, I think, my days are all confused, is my E,W,F concert baby! Yeah! Can't wait and they were excellent last year! I've had my tickets for months!

Going for now! Be back tomorrow!

I'm a little behind!

So I haven't written anything in here since Friday, But I have had an extremely long and strange weekend.

Our show Friday night in Portsmouth went over really and there was a pretty decent crowd there. We have a new fan and friend named Ron that came out and brought us each a rose. I thought that was really sweet. We all love fresh flowers. My mom and my cousin Dawn showed up during our break which was a reall y nice surprise. I have a good time with those girls, I get Dawn drinking and my mother dancing! We were all laughing and having a great time. I hope they decide to come out more often. It's good for them to get out of the house and away from their men for a while. Dawn's man called while she was in the club so Brea and I took the liberty of cussing him out! He loved it, he knew we were playing and joking with him.

Saturday wasn't quite the day I was expecting. I forgot that Brea had to do a d*mn remote for the station at noon. So once again, she had to get up and leave me. She was going to be working from a hot dog resturant and I wanted to go so bad! But... I was sick as a hot dog with a hang over from hell! I finally stopped puking around the time she was coming home. She brought me a pizza to make me feel better, and it did. We took it easy the rest of the afternoon and kicked back.

Sunday is a day I'd like to forget and not talk about. I would love to pretend that day never existed. It was a great morning, a beautiful day... then Brea gets ready to leave for her usual Sunday remote. I always have a hard time letting her leave the house, I hate it when she's away from me, it hurts my heart to not be around her. So before she left we had a couple of shots, and to make a long story short I took a couple more, and before I knew it I thought it was 6:30am Monday morning, and Brea still hadn't come home! Needless to say I threw a fit and and lost my noggin for a while, even went over to my mother's house with Stevie and it took her husband and her 20 minutes to convince me that it was still Sunday, and that Brea was at work! I finally calmed down and got my witts about me. Yes, I'm a little crazy, and yes my woman still loves and takes care of me. I still feel like crap about it though, worrying the two of them like I did. I have to control myself and my emotions, but as you can imagine the thought of my woman not coming home to me kills me inside.

Monday I was still shook up over my weekend. I cleaned the house up real good, dusted, cleaned the bathrooms, mopped the floor and all that jazz. Went to the grocery store and picked up a few household items we needed and waited for my woman. I knew she was having a hard day from the night before, we barley got any sleep. She stopped by the movie store on her way home so we watched some movies and grilled out that evening.

I woke up this morning and Brea was still laying in bed beside me. I thought she had over slept when in fact she had given herself a day off, here at the house! With me, and the kids! That makes me so happy. Been an excellent morning and don't want the day to end. Although I've been catching up on my work her butt is still right beside me relaxing and enjoying her house some. I'm trying to get the new pics up and things to look as smoothly as possible on the site for business reasons, it's taking more time than I anticipated.

Friday already?

It seemed like this week has just flown by! I can't believe Friday is already here, and the best part about it we don't have a show tomorrow night and my woman doesn't have to work either! We'll probably have a steak dinner or something nice, watch some movies and curl up together. I'll let her handle the kids to give me a little break... mothers sometimes need a change of pace too. I love them to pieces but I know they get tired of me too and need their other mommy sometimes.

I like the place we're playing at tonight. It's in downtown Portsmouth and we usually end up having a calm and relaxing kind-of show. Same energy just more laid back. Brea and I were talking this morning and decided we were going to "get ready" together this evening for the show. I can't wait! We're going to start early cause I hate rushing in bed! haha Whew, she's a hot one...

Anyways, Lisa is on her way over to visit for a while. I haven't seen her in about a week or so. We have some catching up to do. She's always involved in good drama and I love to sit around and listen to all the stories she tells me. It's some good stuff, especially since it doesn't involve us!

The pictures will probably up sometime this weekend, from my understanding. I hope so...
O.K., I have to do some work, then straighten up this house, and work on my abs.

It was a lonely, lonely day for the kids and me.

My woman went into work early yesturday and then they want to keep her after work too! Some of the people she works with don't have anyone or anything to go home to so they feel she doesn't either... they're jealous! Don't hate! I worked in the yard a little yesturday. It was steaming hot outside! But I had to get up some of that pine straw and crap that collects around the door and house every few days! I love the trees but d*mn! People will track that stuff in our house, even though the shoes come off at the door. I was joking with my neighbor while sweating to death, I had her cracking up about silly stuff. She's a sexy older woman, reminds me a little of like, Anita Baker or something. Not to worry though, I know what you're thinking!

Well, then as soon as she got home she had to turn right around and get ready for a remote at a water park at Virginia Beach. She barely had enough time to eat a decent meal without getting heatburn from trying to eat fast. Jizz stopped by and chilled with me for a few minutes after Brea left. Come to find out his car had gotten broken into! They ripped out his stereo and speakers, and when I say they ripped it out, they ripped it out! I felt real bad for him, it happened when he was visiting his cousin at his cousin's house. He tought they took his cell phone too. He called it and left a nasty message in case they could hear it, with all kinds of threats and he was ranting and raving. Then his phone rings and he listens to the message he left himself, it was hilarious! He said on the message he had never been to prison before but when he finds the person who did this he was going to find out what prison life was all about, cause he was going to slit his throat... etc. etc. I laughed so hard when he told me that! It's funny how that boy can take ANY bad situation, weather it's his, mine, Brea's, and make it seem so un-important. I love that about him.

Brea finally got home around 11pm last night. It was so good to just lay in the bed with her, with her hands touching me. I love her hands, especially when they're on me... my arm, my back, my head, just touching me. I didn't want her to leave this morning, and I could tell by the way she was procrastinating in the driveway that she didn't want to leave no more than I wanted her to. Tonight is going to be just the four of us, eating a nice meal, gotta figure out what that is, and watching a little television touching and loving each other!

Been getting together new pictures for the site!

A lot of people have been asking when I was going to update the pictures on the site and I'm proud to say that I am working on this matter as I type in this journal. I have some really good ones of the band and especially of our fans! Lots of really good photos from the past few months. I have made a promise to myself to stay on top of these things and to keep the site as accurate and up to date as possible. I have to, not only for the fans, but because I have some pretty important people hitting the site for other reasons and there really is no excuse for my laziness in that department.

I went grocery shopping yesturday, I usually go on Mondays for the Food Lion gossip, but luckily I didn't miss anything. I was shown some contraption that fits over your glasses, quite easily I might add, but one of my old man friends. I put it over my glasses and the thing nearly swallowed my whole face! It was funny but I have to say they work well shielding sun light, just need a smaller pair! I have the little clippy thing that snaps on but I really need something darker, my eyes are sensitive because of various reasons... And one of my other old friends told me a secret, I could get my bread fresher and cheaper at another store... I love it when they come up to me and whisper their thoughts!

My cousin Dawn has asked the band to play at Brianna's 10th birthday coming up here pretty soon. I'm not sure if our different schedules is going to allow that to happen. Between Brea trying to do special stuff for me for my birthday, her having to do all these radio station remotes, going out of town in a couple of weeks for a show.... I'm not sure what's gonna happen. We would love nothing more than to set up and have her little butt on the microphone singing all our songs cause I know that's what she'd love to do, in front of all her little friends and everything. We'll figure something out.

It seems like this project I'm working on is dragging and dragging out, and it's killing me! I want it to happen NOW and it's just not moving fast enough. There's nothing I can do about it now though, it's not in my hands, and it has to pass through so many hands that by the time IT happens we're going to have to change the name of the band from THAT GIRL BAND to THEM OLD B*TCHES! Alright, it's not really that bad but it feels like it! I have other projects to start working on as soon as this one goes through. I mean, I've started on them, but there's no need to rush working on them until this one goes through completely.

Right now everything is on hold for the band, like going into the studio to record a new album, forcing Henry to find a new residence, booking big shows and all sorts of things until I hear otherwise and am given the O.K. to continue. That's the day I've been waiting for for a very long time now.

Brea has a stupid remote today at some water park. If it was inside I would probably go just to spend extra time with my woman but I'm not really up for being in the sun. I think I'm getting ready to get the symptoms that comes from menustration. Not that I menustrate, remember, I'm going through the change of life that women go through at my delicate age.... but I still get the miserable symptoms! What to do, what to do...

Done for now, been working on this puter all morning and my fingers are tired.

It was a good, long weekend.

I managed to get everything together for the trip on Friday and we ended up leaving around 3pm, as we origanally scheduled. We ran into some bad weather and traffic but made it there on time to unload, set-up, check in the hotel, eat and get ready for the show. It was a good and loud crowd which is usually expected from there. A guy made me mad by trying to tell me that my woman had been kissing another girl at this smae place in the past. He turned out to be full of sh*t, literally, which we knew and admitted it. Still made me mad though. The thought of my woman with anyone else kills me inside. I should have known better than to even think she would mess around on me, and vice-versa. We are made for each other.

It was nice having two rooms for all of us to stretch out in. Some friends of ours who we've named Blueberry, and her husband Banana, showed up in the same hotel as us, which was ironic. Our friend Teresa gave me early birthday presents while we were there. She gave me a huge black and white Guess advertisment of Anna Nicole that was printed in I believe 1993 and used in stores! She said she ran across it at an antique store. I have never seen anything like it, omly on television. I love it! She also gave me two pictures of Jessica Simpson, which I also love to death!

It was a good weekend, the place didn't seem as livly as it usually does. The crowd and interaction was good, but something didn't feel right this time, something different. This also happened to be the weekend my father threw a huge party for the twins and Maddy down in North Carolina. From my understanding there were clowns, and pools and all kinds of fun crap I missed out on! I'll make it up to them soon. My cousin Dawn drove my mother down there and they said they had a wonderful time. I wish Brea and I could have gone.

Been busy today, catching up on some work for the band, and of course you know I'm a housewife so there's alot in voled with that! I was supposed to make time to go to the grocery store today but I don't think I'll have enough time to do everything I have to do before Brea gets home, and once she's here I'm up her butt and we don't leave each other once we're together! I hope I didn't miss all the gossip from all my old grocery buddies by missing today. I'll meet up with them tomorrow.

Chicken with cheddar rice tonight, one of my woman's favorite dishes I make for her. The kids like it too.

Leaving for Hopewell today!

Found out yestuday that there was something wromg with the transmission on the van. Needed some new rings or some sh*t. It was still under warranty though and I'm so glad we took it in to be serviced! Last year the thing went out on us on our way back from Hopewell.

Today has been a pretty busy day. First thing this morning I had to get up, get the van, pick up Stevie's prescription, stop by the liquor and grocery store, fill up with gas, pay the bills, and so much more. I have to get all this stuff ready before 3pm, that's when we're getting on the road. As soon as we get there we set up the equipment, it's upsairs which really sucks, and run to the motel, set up the kids, eat and get ready to rock-n-roll. We are always press for time on days like this but we always start on time. One thing I'm looking forward to is going swimming at the motel and watching movies in our room all day until our show on Saturday night. We ended up booking an extra room for everyone, otherwise it would be the two kids and five adults in one very small room. We've done it before but it kills me man! I need a little breathing room. Hopefully Henry will stay at someone's house, I don't care who, so Brea and I will have our own room and Carrie and Jizz can have theirs too.

Brea and I were talking about covering the new White Stripes song called Blue Orchid or something like that. It's a good one. Anyways, on this song we can kick Henry off stage for a while and I'll hit the skins while Carrie does the guitar part and Brea sings. There is no bass line and the beat is so simple yet very cool! It's a beat I already know and play around with all the time! It's gonna be fun! I love that girl drummer, what's her name, Meg White? I love watching her, she is so funny and animated and her beats are simple yet catchy, just proof you don't have to have a huge drum kit or have to do a bunch of outrageous stuff to get heads bobbing or to sell records.

Alright, gotta feed my young'ns and continue packing. Should have a lot to tell in my next entry.

Busy, Busy, Busy...

I had to take Brianna home late yesturday evening, and I hated dropping her off. She is such a little sweetie pie... then I had to meet Brea at Aamco's to have the van serviced. I felt like something wasn't right with the transmission we just had put in not even a year ago and didn't want to take it on the trip this weekend without having it looked at. I was right... it needed something new so they're fixing it today. I am really paranoid about breaking down and everything even though we have AAA and all that jazz, it still worries me. It should be ready today, if not it will defenitly be ready tomorrow.

I am currently in the middle of making C.D.s for us, we sold out the other night. I had to wait cause I just picked up another ink cartridge yesturday. I have a lot to do to get ready for the weekend. I am going to be pretty busy today and tomorrow. I'm kind-a looking forward to the trip and kind-a not. We are all going to be cramped up in a tiny little motel room for almost 3 days, with the kids! Oh well, gotta do what I gotta do!

Tonight we're having lamb, oh shoot, I forgot to take it out of the freezer, be right back...
O.K., they should thaw out by dinner time.

Anyway, I also have to make time to get to Stevie's doctor's office to get her thunderstorm medicine prescription filled. I would hate for her to be stuck in the hotel room by herself with her little sister during a thunderstorm without any drugs! That would make me a bad mommy!

My beautiful woman bought me a bag that I can carry my new laptop in while we were at Circuit City yestuday. It's an early birthday gift. I love it, it is so nice and cute and my puter fits in it so goooooood! She spoils me... We won't really have any time together until she gets off from work Monday evening! As soon as we get back from Hopewell on Sunday she has to turn right around and leave out to the beach for her remote and won't be back until bedtime on Sunday night. It really sucks but what do you do?! She has to slow down some, I need some undivided attention! haha

It was fun!

Yesturday Brianna and I went to Brea's radio station to visit her for a bit, then we went to the mall and played at Jeeper's for a few hours. I rode all the rides with her and played agmes and we even won a bunch of candy out of the machine. It was fun hanging out with the kids and even acting like one. I have to do that more often. We were going to also go to a museum but we got carried away at the mall and by the time we left the mall the museum was closing! Last night Carrie came over and we punked out, we put loads of make-up on each other, colored each other's hair, did our nails and to boot we all had matching shirts, sunglasses and wrist bands. It had been so long since Brea, Carrie and I have done anything like that. We were acting like a bunch of 10 year olds! It's going to take me months to clean up all the glitter, but it was well worth it and would gladly do it all over again! As a matter of fact, we are planning to have a slumber party in a couple of weeks. We ended up ordering pizza to munch on too, and nixed the B-B-Q sandwiches. That comes tonight for Brea and I.

The meeting I had been waiting for finally took place yesturday and we had a conference call last night to discuss all the details. It was great, except for the fact that we have to WAIT more! I can't stand it, it's driving me crazy! There is also more meetings lined up but the wait is putting a hurting on me! I want it to happen now, but I'd rather wait a bit longer than to not have anything at all to wait for, so...

Today is going to be a pretty busy day and on top of all that I was up ALL night last night with my youngin', Stevie, because of the thunderstorms that passed through all morning long. I have to take Brianna home and stop by a few stores as well. I have to start getting things ready for us to go out of town this weekend and in the middle of all the things going on around here I have to make time to spend with my honey.

Been working all morning so that's enough for now. I'll be back!

I'm loved!

I went to my cousin Dawn's house yesturday to pick up my little cousin Brianna to spend a couple of nights with me. She is the sweetest little thing I've come across in a long time. She reminds me alot of myself when I was that age, until being nice stopped working and I turned into the woman I am today, mean and abrasive! I would hate for someone to hurt her little feelings, I'll kill 'em! She wants to be an entertainer as well and it is running in hers veins! Brea is going to teach her how to rap and even started writing this cute little song for her! I think she's going to turn it into a rap duo that both of them sing on. It's gonna be cute. She is the most well behaved 9 year old I've ran across in a long time. Kids aren't my thing but this one I can defenitly handle, plus we have a lot in common. She makes me feel special and important, like I'm already a superstar!!

Today we are going to carry Brea lunch up to the radio station, go to the mall and buy 3 matching outfits with sunglasses and probably go to a museum. I'm looking forward to hanging out with her and relaxing.

We ate chinese food last night and tonight we are going to have B-B-Q sandwiches. The 3 of us are going to work on some music tonight and tint each other's hair with hair color and fart around till we can't fart anymore! That's what we did last night. It keeps me on my toes and is lots of fun.

A good weekend.

We had a great weekend. I went to Brea's remote with her and finished all the work I needed to get done Friday night. Jizz and his girl ended up going with us so besides the fact I was working I still managed to have a good time.

Saturday night was a great night at Chevy's! The place was packed wall to wall with good looking people all over the place. The crowd was amazing and danced and sang to all of our songs. I was even offered to go on a trip to Aruba with this older gentleman, but seeing everything that's been going on at that place I don't plan on visiting any time soon, might not make it back! I wouldn't dare do something that silly anyways, not even if I was single, but it made me feel good anyways. We always have a blast at that place though.

Sunday was a lazy day... sat around the house and watched some TV. Brea had to do her usual Sunday routine by going to do her remote. My poor baby works so hard! I think she got some rest over the weekend.

Today my woman sounds like she's having a hard day at work. I hate it when she's upset and there's nothing I can do about it. I am getting ready to pick up my 8 year old cousin, Brianna, to stay with us a couple of nights. We are going to mold her to be a mini Brea, not cause that's what we want, that's what she wants! She's really good too, it runs through her veins. I think it's adorable.

I am anticipating some news tomorrow about the huge project I've been working on. We'll have to see what happens, I'll just keep my fingers crossed until then. I wish I could learn to be more patient.

Gotta go!

It's Friday!

Been a pretty busy morning already. I had to get after my young'n Stevie for pee-peeing on the rug during playtime with the infant, Stitch. And I had to put Stitch up early cause she was getting into everything, I mean everything! These girls have their good and bad days, today was one of the bad days. They're my girls though!

Last night Brea and I rearranged our office to accomidate my new laptop! We basically just switched desks. It'll be a nice change for a while. It only took about 20 minutes to do.

We don't have a show tonight but Brea does have her remote at Mitty's. I'm not sure if I'm going yet, I'd like to sit here at the house and work. I might go and carry my work with me... sit in the motel room they provide for her, have a few drinks and work. We'll see as the day goes by. I have to go grocery shopping, we're out of a few things, like bread. The kids are almost out of their can food as well but I have to go to a special store for their food!

I found out yesturday that I have to go out of town the weekend my nieces and nephew are going to have a big birthday party, with clowns and all kinds of stuff. Maddy is turning 5 and the twins are turning 1. I'll probably be able to take a trip down there the weekend after to take them some presents. I hate missing out on all the fun though, they'll understand what I'm trying to accomplish and why I' not always around when they're older. I'll make it up to them.

We play at Chevy's tomorrow night. That place is always fun, I like it there. The stage is really nice, brand new cause they just built it a couple of months ago.

Brea went it to have the laser hair removal stuff done to her pits yesturday. They couldn't start the tattoo removal cause the machine broke. She said she was a little tender but for the most part it was alright. I could see a difference, she has to keep going back though.

Going for now...

It was so dead!

It was so dead at the bar last night it wasn't even funny! We as a band had a great time though. Carrie was alittle more trashed than I thought, she was very entertaining. I think we should stop doing the Wed. night thing. It wears us out for absolutly no reason, a watse of time and lots of effort. I wonder how some of the same people can come to every show and hear the same songs over and over again. That's what makes it worth it, to see them having fun and jamming with us.

Henry is driving me crazy! It's like having a d*mn child around, man I tell ya! For him to have nothing to do he can't get anything done... it's mind boggling.

One of the girls from the group Lillix has started writing me, so lately we've started communicating back and forth about different stuff. We origanally hooked up with them about 2 years ago when we did a show together. They have been going through some stuff with drummers and getting ready to release their new album. As a matter of fact, I am supposed to be sending a copy of our album to her but haven't gotten around to it yet. Will do it in a minute.

My woman has a little bit of a hangover today. She wants to come home so bad, but she can't. When she gets off from work she's going to Sona Medspa to get some hair laser removal stuff done and also to get the tattoo on her finger removed. I'm excited for her, she's really looking forward to it and I have to say I am too. Our niece, Sabrina, stayed over last night after the show. She stayed around pretty much all morning and the sweet dear even went to the store for her old auntie! She loves me, we have a lot in common.

We are going to have pork chops for dinner tonight and I can't wait. I have a weight problem you see, I can't wait to eat!!

Went to mom's...

My mom did end up coming over to my house yesturday. She stayed pretty much well into the evening. She sat over here and ate dinner with us and we all just sat around and talked. It was nice having her around all day, even if I did spend most of my time working, it was nice to know that she was here.

I went over to her house to day to take and set up my old computer for her to use. Oh my God, it was so comical watching her use it! I was laughing so hard my belly was hurting. I also brought some leftovers to eat for lunch. While I was there I helped her do a few things around the house while I was there. It was a good day, I had a lot of fun. I need to go over there more often, I would have stayed longer today if I didn't need to get back here for dinner and to get for for the d*mn show tonight!

Now I have to catch up on some work that I missed today, and I have to hurry because my baby just walked in the door.

Be back tomorrow!

Just working.

Oh man, I have a lot of work to catch up on. I knd-a pushed things aside while my dad was in town. I spent some of last night working and I have a lot to do today. I'm looking forward to it though, I don't mind working for the band's and my future. Plus I have this great new computer!!

I am going to give my mother my old one. That way she and my brother can also share pictures back and forth, of the twins and such. She's never had one before so this is going to be funny. My computer guy who fixs everything, Dave, from Brea's radio station, is moving. It's alright though cause I've already got another great one lined up! I figure if anything goes wrong or heaven forbid something happens to mine I'll just call Jeff! He'll be our new superman!

I'm probably going to carry it over to her house tomorrow and set it up for her. It really depends on how much work I get done today, I have deadlines. Then again, I could always go over there with my new puter and work too!! Nah, I wouldn't do that but it's cool I could if I wanted to! I invited her over for dinner tonight, we're having baked speghetti. (How do you spell that?!) Anyways, I hope she comes over. I almost thought her and my father were going to bump butts this weekend! It was all play and talk from both sides cause they didn't even see each other while he was here. There's always been a part of me that wishes they would get back together but I think all adults feel that way after their parents divorce. Who knows...

Drum roll please...

My dad decided to visit me over this past weekend. Well, while he was here he went on ahead and bought me my birthday gift early. I'm writing on ut right now! It's a brand new and very beautiful HP Pavilion laptop computer baby! Yeah! I love it. I've been wnating one for so long! It's really nice and I know I'm going to use the h*ll out of it. That's what happened to my last one, all because of the piles of work I did for the band on it. That's what's supposed to happen though. On Saturday my dad and I went to the mall to do a bit of shopping and ate and then we went to a museum and walked all around. We had a blast. I wanted my woman to be there but she had to do a remote for the radio station. It was nice just spending some time with my dad though, I don't see him as much as I really want to, and should. He also went to our show on Saturday night. It was like having another one of our "boys" hanging around, telling stories, laughing and joking, he even helped with all the equipment. Yesturday we wnt to DirtyDick's Crabhouse at the beach for Brea's other remote. The 3 of us ordered a bunch of crablegs, and crabballs, and shrimp, and crab dip.... I could go on and on. We had a good time up there with her, I love watching her do her thing when she's working, she's so good at what she does. He just left to go back to N.C. this morning, and I started missing him before he even left.

Oh man, Saturday morning Jizz got pulled over by the cops on his way home from here. We were all shaking in our boots, he was on the phone with us the entire time. I won't go into detail, but he was lucky and walked away with a bunch of tickets and fines. Thank God!!!

We had a good show this past Satuday night. Alot of Brea's family members were there dancing and partying. Our niece Sabrina got on stage and played my bass to She Wants, I taught her how to play it a long time ago. She did real good, it was funny. I couldn't believe she remembered it, it had been a while since she played it. We have a friend named Debbie that comes out to see us all the time. She's also a professional belly dancer, and quite good. She has one move in particular that I want her to teach me... anyways, she gave me this mint oil that you burn on your light bulb to help, to help with headaches, and it worked! Brea and I did it yesturday morning and couldn't believe it. I wonder if there's one for stress?!

Today has been a really good day. Brea and I have just been lounging around the house, watching t.v. and playing on the computer. Her poor little belly was hurting ealier, but she's had a great day off. I made her a delicious breakfast this morning which included one of our favorites, corn beef hash! I don't want her to leave me tomorrow! This day has gone by so fast!

It's really cool, I can look right over at her beautiful face while working instead of being upstairs in the office, away from her and the kids. I love this puter!!!!!!

Gotta go cook dinner, it's getting late! My woman just yelled at me, see I told ya so!